Coming to a Close

With 4 and a half hours left of 2015, I can say that without the few major hiccups along the way, this year has been pretty good. I made quite a few new friends (Some on the other side of the world, you know who you are) and I’ve lost a few friends as well which […]

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Family at Christmas

Ah the Christmas holidays, or just the Christmas season in general. A time to be joyful and thankful for what you have and who you are. Man am I a hypocrite. To put it in my words “the only point of Christmas is to drink as much as you can”. My parents were not too […]

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Monday Night Blues

Guess who’s drunk on a Monday night because they are failing yet again to complete their mass amount of essays? This girl, so sorry if things are a bit all over the place, thank god for autocorrect. A doctor at CAMHS phoned my mother last week and told her that they think they didn’t diagnose […]

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It’s been about a week since I last posted I know and I’m sorry about that. I’ve been trying to get a hold of everything that’s been happening. For the first few days after being hospitalised I was so happy for no reason and I told everyone about how happy I was. Now I feel […]

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Many of you may have already heard that I’m in hospital at the moment and yes, it’s true.  I took an overdose at around half 7 last night in Banstead park. There was something strong inside me that just didn’t want to live anymore and I had been planning it for a few days prior […]

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