Borderline Personality Disorder

It has taken me a while to figure out how to write about Borderline Personality Disorder, it is, after all, the most challenging and draining disorder connected to me. Often confused with Bipolar Disorder, the dictionary definition for it is: Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental disorder marked by a pattern of ongoing […]

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I’m Back

Look who has returned from the grave. That was a terrible joke I apologize. Anyway, I am back from my small hiatus that I never actually stated I was taking. Awkward. I hit a few bumps in the road, screwed up a couple more relationships like always, but I am back and I am getting […]

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Slowly but surely I’m recovering and I am hoping it is for real this time. I don’t know what changed but one day about two weeks ago I woke up and I decided I wanted to change and I wanted to be happy and I wanted to recover. I didn’t like the person I had […]

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Dear Sister…

Dear Sister, I’d never say any of this to you in real life because I’m far too stubborn. You are my little sister and I hate seeing you get hurt. I know I was never around when you were growing up and I know you probably resent me most of the time for that. I […]

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New start.. Yeah right 

Everything is going so wrong. The start of my New Year has not gone the way I wanted it to and I have already messed a lot of things up. Even at the end of the holidays I still have no motivation to do any work and school starts back tomorrow. This has me doubting […]

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Coming to a Close

With 4 and a half hours left of 2015, I can say that without the few major hiccups along the way, this year has been pretty good. I made quite a few new friends (Some on the other side of the world, you know who you are) and I’ve lost a few friends as well which […]

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Family at Christmas

Ah the Christmas holidays, or just the Christmas season in general. A time to be joyful and thankful for what you have and who you are. Man am I a hypocrite. To put it in my words “the only point of Christmas is to drink as much as you can”. My parents were not too […]

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